Well the school holidays are now at an end the children return to their rightful place tomorrow SCHOOL ;) And we try to catch up on things we havent been able to get done over the last two weeks. Michael is devasted his team lost the grand final by a point and even worse when people commisserated him the phone was ringing hot. On the upside our T has decided that Michaels language can be far worse than marrikkahs when it comes to his team and the footy, knowing all of aus was watching he rang her after they lost and she couldnt stop laughing over how many fs you can fit in between bloody idiots and how could they lose by a point.
We have just spent the last of the holidays at the beach house, trying to wind down and get us some energy. Our life is pretty much fricked right now and i have said to our T the other day if i hadnt taken on this job as others in here had we would have over the last week packed our bags and shot out the door. Many times i have wanted to stop doing the job i do but i have made a committment and will follow it through.
We wont be able to wake Amelia up for the next few weeks and i find that very sad. She has already missed the school holidays and will have to miss a few more weeks in the life of her children. We cant risk her being out so she has to remain where she is for now. I said to our t the other day its a very sad thing when the mother of five awesome children cant do her job, but if we let her out it may do immense damage for us as she can be led astray so easily and we cannot risk that under any circumstances right now.
We know for the next few months maybe more maybe less we are facing a huge battle, a batle we shouldnt be and one that isnt fair but there is no alternative if we do not keep fighting the options are unthinkable.