Dont know why but daylight savings makes us feel dizzy disorientated and weird. We are more tired today than we have been in months we feel nauseous and strange almost like we are in a dream like state, how can the change of one hour make such a difference we have no clue, but we know what we are feeling is genuine just cant work out why.
*we have had enough after reading some blogs and after talking to our friends and T we have decided that we deserve more than this shit we have right now in our life so much more so time for some changes we are a survivor of abuse that caused us to split that still is destroying our life we continue to live in such a way that allows alters like sam to come and take over. This will never get any better unless we change it, we arent the people those people made us so why are we accepting it because we still think we are them no better no worse. We need to create change because i dont care anymore what happens to us and if life continues on such a path where we accept sams behaviour as normal then we in effect are no better than her and those who walk the dark path. There is no alternative as our T said today we got out we made it somehow we will find a way of getting goodness back in after all for all the badness we need goodness. The littles have suffered so much and they dont deserve anymore no more pain no more shit enough is enough.