Ok lets get the laundry out of the way. the last few weeks we have been doing blogs that are cautious because we are afraid we might offend, as mon has been reading our blogs we havev been cautious about upsetting her, because we hve respected mon but mon has not respected us so like everyone else who reads our blogs the resonating theme is to mon and anyone of her fellow therapist or whatevers time to get over it is now.!!!!!!!!!!
So just so everyone knows I left Mon because i was worried considerably about her therapy practice something that has been confirmed to me numerous times as a concern that was right. If mon chooses to continue to read my blog she is a big girl and will have to deal with what she sees written. Mon has chosen as has been her method for many times over to ignore all issues until we have gotten over it. or shut up. Mon could have been the "therapist " we would like to think we would have been and seen some unhappiness and gone oh shit i caused this i should deal with it be it in mediation or elsewhere but has chosen to ignore us altogether. As any survivor will attest this is in indeed another form of abuse. Mon has instead decided that for whatever reason we do not exist yet we have an issue and the issue is we have a issue because we need to see a new therapist because she left us with issues.
So lets just make sure all is clear because we need it to the last phone we ever got from mon told us that our new Therapist Jane was going to perhaps lead us back to evil because thE Lord had warned her this might be so, notice she never said would but instead said could in previous times the suggestion would have been sufficiant enough. Nice and nasty. . Do you know how much that undermined our new therapist how much it made Little's afraid of her how much it told us that Jane might be scary. Whilst mon chose to walk away in silence we have had to try and assertain Jane isnt in the cult as much as she us,leaving us with that scary thought we have had to try and deal with . Since that day and since the blog we wrote here http://lifespacings.blogspot.com/2008/09/truth-about-what-really-went-on-that.html mon has decided to cease contact. No wow i didnt realise how much pain you were in no gosh my god wouldn't want you feeling left like this nothing. probably leaving us with no doubt that mon is not the warrior fighter she said she was at all, but a coward unable to deal with even the simplest of distentions.
So we write this so we can write freely so everyone knows where we are at because we have written in fear the last month mon might see something she might not like because alters are afraid she might punish them for saying anything. So im here with all other protectors to say the blogs we write in the future may not be to mons liking but we are now clearing the air. We hope this allows some readers who have felt they cant to do the same and write as they think to do so now so we can all move forward.
So lets just make sure all is clear because we need it to the last phone we ever got from mon told us that our new Therapist Jane was going to perhaps lead us back to evil because thE Lord had warned her this might be so, notice she never said would but instead said could in previous times the suggestion would have been sufficiant enough. Nice and nasty. . Do you know how much that undermined our new therapist how much it made Little's afraid of her how much it told us that Jane might be scary. Whilst mon chose to walk away in silence we have had to try and assertain Jane isnt in the cult as much as she us,leaving us with that scary thought we have had to try and deal with . Since that day and since the blog we wrote here http://lifespacings.blogspot.com/2008/09/truth-about-what-really-went-on-that.html mon has decided to cease contact. No wow i didnt realise how much pain you were in no gosh my god wouldn't want you feeling left like this nothing. probably leaving us with no doubt that mon is not the warrior fighter she said she was at all, but a coward unable to deal with even the simplest of distentions.
So we write this so we can write freely so everyone knows where we are at because we have written in fear the last month mon might see something she might not like because alters are afraid she might punish them for saying anything. So im here with all other protectors to say the blogs we write in the future may not be to mons liking but we are now clearing the air. We hope this allows some readers who have felt they cant to do the same and write as they think to do so now so we can all move forward.
And one othe thing we continue to see Jane despite all this because most therapists are ok and we want people to know this
***each one of you will get the same comment on your blog just so mon knows it will say "it is out in the open please read and feel free to comment"
A collective protective group
********this is to raine and F.A and all others concerned the castle will be rebuilt (and the devil didnt make me do it) we will let you know of progress :D **********
A collective protective group
********this is to raine and F.A and all others concerned the castle will be rebuilt (and the devil didnt make me do it) we will let you know of progress :D **********
