not prepared to pay the price

*****see blog below****

Last night i spent nearly two hours on the phone to the friend who has made a friend with a multiple (although that is in question). I told her all the reasons why i felt uneasy she told me all the reasons why i was definitely wrong. In the end she got angry at me for not supporting her in her wanting to help this guy.

She told me how she was going to organise deliverance for him and support him and do this and that, i on the other hand cast my mind back to how inept handling of sam nearly buried this system for life. How Mons needing to capture the high priestess (as she put it) nearly took our sanity. How her words of god will protect me seem void if a persons got a gun to your head and is going to pull the trigger. He refuses to go to therapy because he doesn't have a problem, as long as she takes his pills hes fine.

How my friend will turn into his therapist because she is out to make this guy better, how the handling of making us better made us so much worse. I tried to tell her why our system were uncomfortable around him that is hes still playing in satanism he could threaten our world, she didnt seem to hear me. In the end i said what she wanted to hear and at 4 am this morning decided that i wouldnt be the information tool she wanted me to be for her to help him sadly i must step back and let her walk her journey to his deliverance alone, the price of playing god isnt a price we wish to pay.

Sa'de